What can I say about god? I call myself an atheist but the programming runs deep, so I struggle to even believe that there is no god, struggle with the same measure I had to believe in god when I tried. One thing is clear to me, we as humans are to blame for the state of nations, the inequality, war, lack of decency and respect for our planet. god is not to blame for that, we are, and what makes me sad is we seem to evolve very slowly when it comes to how we interact with each other and our world. In case there is a god, and he or she is listening I have a few requests.

god are you there?
if so please hear this prayer.

please provide food for the hungry,
shelter for the homeless,
peace for the angry,
and love for the hopeless.

god do you hear?
hello?
it’s your creation here!

please smite the lying politicians,
then raise them from the grave,
and if they have the same positions 
smite them fuckers again.

god are you paying attention?
I can’t stand the suspense I must mention.

please remove cancer from the world,
give more years to the old,
when preachers speak 
let only the truth be told.

god are you sleeping?
don’t you hear your children weeping?

please remove greed, 
the whole fucking thing, root to seed,
and replace it with charity
then fear with clarity.

god are you real?
or are you just something we feel?

please hear my call,
on our own we just stumble and fall,
fight and cry,
steal and lie until we die.

god I must know
are you real
or just for show?

god?
hello?